INSIGHTS OF A TEENAGE BRUHA

I already feel wasted because of my effin academic life. I'm so tired. :(

someone's leaving on sunday.
i'm really sorry.
good luck to you.
and please take care. :)

It's Sunday and I'm still waiting for the result in the removal exam that we took last last saturday.  I really hate it when things like this happen.  The result, it was supposed to be released last friday and hey, it's already sunday. 

I feel very disappointed when someone promises you something (especially when that something is very very important) and later on you find out that that person won't be able to fulfill his/her promise. I really need to know the result of that exam, because that exam would determine my future(?) Haha.  I'm just exaggerating.  It's just that, if I fail that exam, I have to retake that freakin' subject and probably say "goodbye scholarship".   On the other hand, if get supermegaultra lucky and pass the exam, then I would no longer take the subject this coming semester and say "goodbye chem 35. bwahaha".

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The rainy season's coming and I think it's just timely to feel melodramatic. Hahaha.  I'm a bit sad today.  I just feel that nobody cares for me (ahaha. now i'm going emo).   I mean, people (not all, but a lot of people) are just there when they need something from you.  They text you or call you or send a private message through ym only when they have problems.  And after you've helped them, they would simply disappear. Sad. 

Yes, it feels nice whenever someone texts you or gives you a call; then that person asks for some help because he/she has problems.  You feel that you’re such an important person cause someone needs you.  But if things  go on that way, you’d eventually feel sad because you’ll realize that that person is just using you. Or you would probably end up being  something like a PROBLEM CONTAINER because that person transferred all his/her problems to you and that would be really troublesome, right?

I'm sorry. I think I've said too much.  It's just that I have nobody to talk to.  (Well, I have my mother and my 7 yr old sister but most probably they won't understand my issues.  Talk about age gap.) Okay. Bye for now. :))

Sorry for my endless rants.  Today I've taken my final exam for Math 75 which is not really hard because I've encountered most of the questions in the previous exam.  At four pm, my teacher posted the grades in the bulletin board and surprise surpise! I got a grade that is way way higher than what I expected.

Unfortunately, I'll be taking another exam tomorrow.  Or not. Haha.  Our teacher said that it's either we take his exam tomorrow or take in the first sem under a different prof.  I still believe that sir is a very kind person.. A person who can understand all our hardships and  sufferings.  I am hoping that he would make a way so that we can pass Chem 35. Earlier this day, I was having fantasies of sir saying something like " Since you are the brave ones who had enough courage to take the exam today, I'll give you a passing grade. Congrats :)" But definitely, that wouldn't happen.    Also, my scholarship is nanganganib again.  I really don't know what to do with my life.  So, should I take the exam or not??

I'm writing again.  I feel really sad today because I've known my target grade in my Math 75.  I should get 94% in the finals just to get a grade of two.  What's even more depressing is that I feel that some people don't deserve their grades.  I'll burn those freakin' reviewers. Oh well, I just hope that our teacher would no longer recycle questions from the previous exams. 

I realized that comforting someone is not an easy task.  Earlier, one of my friends received some bad news (I'll no longer talk about the details).  I knew that she felt really really sad but I just sat by her side and did nothing.  I was afraid to say something like " okay lang yan.."  because it's not really okay.  Sigh. I just hope that she would feel better soon.

Okay. I'm new here (well sort of).  I want to activate my Vox account cause I srsly want to have a semi-private blog. 

I just want to say that I really feel frustrated right now.  Especially with what's happening with my academic life.  I've got average grades in my math but who cares.  At least I pass the exams.  I am so pissed with my other subject because I feel that I don't really deserve the grades that my teacher gives .  I got super low grades in my extempo and inspirational speech. 

Inhale. Exhale.  I'm okay now. Haha

kamusta naman ang buhay ko sa earth??! ako, mabuti naman. ewan ko na lanmg dun sa iba.

buti na lang wala akong problema ngayon.haay..ansaya. pero mejo boring. walang thrill ang buhay.

so ngaun, araw araw akong pumapasok sa up dililman. may soep kasi kami. pag math ung lesson dun kami sa engineering. pag english naman dun sa CAL. mahirap!

nakaka intimidate yung galing sa mga bonggang schools.ayun walang choice kundi pumasok kahit na wala naman talaga akong naiintindihan sa math 17.sa eng naman, parang walang pinatutunguhan yung lesson. naala ko tuloy yung teacher namin sa filipino nung 2nd yr high school.

naku.unti unti na akong nagiging GC. asar. nakakahawa pala talaga.

aun...dahil wala kaming klase, andito kami sa computer lab na nagsisilbing computer shop ng maksci

ang boring ng buhay...clearance day namin ngayon pero ala namang teachers kaya alang pipirma dun sa clearance sheet

kahapon nagcheck lang kami ng sangkaterbang test papers...as in super dami.

super demanding nung mga teachers, tinakasan nga namin eh.

haay...lumipat na yata yung mga kasama ko dito sa vox. nasa wordpress na yata sila ngaun.

intro…

after several days… specifically 36 days…nbuhay ulet ang blog ko ^_^

i am still quite confused… i don’t think that this blog would make sense

pero happy na ako kasi nga eh makakapag blog na ulet ako

actually din naman talaga ako busy

tinatamad lang talaga ako.lol

haay..badtrip

can someone teach me sudoku?

actually, marami na ang nagturo sa akin ng sudoku

sadyang tanga lang ako pagdating sa logic

kakaasar. "maray, ikaw na lang yata ang fourth year sa maksci na hindi marunong mag sudoku"

damn. i don’t get it.

lahat sila adik sa sudoku..

kamusta naman??

di na nga ako maka relate eh

may nasagutan naman ako, yung nga lang very easy lang ang level

samantalang ung iba…haay

sudoku is something really bothering me.

love problems

i am so tired of those problems

but I am still glad na hindi ko naman yun mga problema

almost all of my friends have love problems

lagi nga silang nag-eemote eh

“i still love him”

“we just can’t be together”

“he just used me”

“he doesn’t love me back”

“***chuvanes***”

ung iba di ko na inintindi

sana maayos na nila

election

election ng incoming ssg officers kanina

comelec official nga ako eh.lol

ayos naman

buti na lang eh first year lang yung hinandle namin

mababait pa sila ^_^

supposed to be, excused ako the whole day

pero di naman nangyari, kasi mabilis lang ung election proper

sa isang subject lang ako umatend

*org chem*

ayokong ma miss yung advices ni epang about safe sex

kaya yun...umatend ako

GC

---maray---